Life is crazy. That pretty much sums it all up. I just got home yesterday after a long, happy, depressing, fattening, nice, tiring, 4 day weekend. I'm never going to forget its events, and I'm slowly but surely growing and making the necessary changes that are needed in my life. It was definitely a wake up call. And if there's anything I learned:
1. I definitely can't do anything on my own, as much as I think I can.
2. I'm so much weaker than I thought I was, or at least.. not as strong as I thought I was. (Yes, there is a difference.)
3. When you've reached your lowest point, there really is no where to go but back up. And lastly,
4. I realized how important it is to accept defeat.
We are definitely given a lot, and when things get taken away it seems so sucky. But really, these things might just be exactly what we need for the time being. We just don't want to believe it. Or at least, I didn't.
I'm hoping for a lot of things but trying not to expect things. I'm better than the person I was yesterday. I'm awesome sometimes, and sometimes I'm a rah-tard. Heh Heh.
Someday I'll make whoever really happy. I know it. I'm really not that bad.
And: I'm still going with the flow. I just need to... eliminate all feelings! Okay - she's back.
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