20090526

20090525

My meter is filling

You know, the one that I got rid of a few months ago?  It's filling again.

As of lately, my insides are going crazy.
So, here's the deal:

1.  I just keeping wanting more/too much, or:
2.  What I'm getting is decreasing

At this point, I'm not even really sure

20090521

Check this gun show:


Hah.
Finals are finally over - thank God! The semesters are going by fast, and I'm loving it. Just anticipating grades, but hopeful. Hopeful about a lot of things.

20090516

Afraid to jynx anything

But can I just please never wake up?

20090513

Sherman

Ain't he cute?
He's stuck it out with me for almost 2 years now.  Best pet I've ever had!  My baaaaaby <333

20090511

Damn

What a crazy weekend.

Things are finally going uphill, tho.  A lot of things are changing for the better.  After the weekend and the following days, its official - I really do have great friends.  A lot of my questions answered.  & James Albano is back in town!  You'd be surprised what a significant difference he can make - and at the same time everyone seems to be finding their ownselves again lately.  Oh, how I've missed this.  Summer has much planned, we've just got to get past these finals!

Brace yourselves for the next 3 weeks:
1) Finals
2)  UCLA with the the clannnn & our huge van
3)  Padres Friday Friarworks
4)  Beach BBQ/Football @ La Jolla Shores
.....

There's only one thing that I want right now

and you know it.

20090507

Bee Fizzle Fizzle

OH SNAAAAP!  Can you believe this was over half a year ago?  I swear it was only a few days ago.  This is crazy!!!  

What can I say, what can I saaaaaay?

Well shi son, if I knew.

Its early but late

I have much to study for.  This is dangerous, pulling an all-nighter right before finals week.  Looks like I'm going to lack lotssss of sleep the next few weeks.  But I'll get by.
Spring Semester, hurry up.

It's difficult to find light at the end of the tunnel, but there always is.  It's just more obvious in times that we feel extremely happy.  It's hard to feel guilty for things, but be so extremely happy at the same time.  Oh my earth. -_-

I had a good day, tho.  Not mine.  But I'm excited for it!

I have decided that if I get a rabbit, I'm going to name him Chester.


20090503

I feel like I've been climbing up the same mountain

Over and over and over again.

I climb and I climb, and occasionally I stumble.  But as soon as I get back on my feet, I get ready to start climbing again.  But for some reason, each time is not very different from the other.  I get a little bit farther sometimes, sometimes not at all, but each time I fall, and never get to the top.

Is it too much to ask? Really?