I try to remember that this phase is only temporary. I try to remember that I need to be way thankful for things that I have. I try to remember that really isn't that bad. I try to remember that God is amazing and that I should happy nonetheless, because he my only prize.
Typing that... helped me remember a good deal.
God is amazing, and I'm glad I have Him. But I'm over the shadyness, I'm over the behind-your-back schemes. Yes, I'm a hypocrite. But I'm stepping out of it, I stepped out of it a long time ago. I'm tired of all the sensitivity and the senselessness.
At some point you get worn out. At some point you get tired of trying to bring anything together. At some point you start to look desperate. It's time like this when you really do realize that you can never count on people. People always let you down.
I don't feel bad. Because I know that I did everything I could.
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